It turned out I went to my doctor a week earlier than planned. I had to miss a departmental meeting, but my health, my sanity is much more important than that. My doctor put me on an additional medication. I was so nervous about the adjustment period and how it would affect work. I remember how long it took to get adjusted initially. I think back to my doctor's appointment smiling, I feel so much better now, but if I would not have gone and got the help I needed
I would be really bad right now. My thinking was getting confused. I was do Angry and sometimes felt like I was in a rage. If I would have ignored the warning signs it if very likely I would have had to go to they hospital.
My doctor had me take time off the medication laid me out. I ended up sleeping the majority of the day, oh it was so hard. I felt stripped of my job, my dignity, and my sanity but I made it through. I have been doing well. Well that's all for now.
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